Suicides always spike during holidays. Times in particular are really bad in the US so you'll see a multiplier. Additionally, they now want to keep white men alive since the DEI stuff failed lol. Too little, too late though.
I'm sorry that sounds rough. I know, I get to spend it with my family and I still feel lonely around this time of year anyways. At least you have an image board full of autists
Thanks anon. It's been almost a year since I lost them. My four year old girl and wife of 20 years that was my high school sweetheart. We married right after we got out of school. I loved them both so much. Lost. Car accident. It hurts so bad man.
Frick man. I hope you find solace. For what it's worth, I'll pray for you. Hopefully you will one day be reunited with them again. Just imagine all the stories your little one has been saving up to tell you.
I was supposed to get her magnatiles this year. She liked them so much when she played with them at her cousin's house. I told her if she learned to use the potty all on her own I'd get her some of her own... they are expensive fricking toys, but I saved up to get a couple of the best sets for her.... I'm never going to get to give my little girl those magnatiles. Frick...
Unbearable. I'm sorry anon. This has been a horrible year for so many people I know, and myself, but your story is the worst I've heard so far. I don't know how I would cope. There's nothing I can say but I'll pray for your solace and comfort. Today is the Feast of the Immaculate Conception. I hope things get better for you somehow.
Well anon, I started drinking. A lot. Thought about anhero'ing more than once. Lost my job because I couldn't take my head out of the bottle. I'm fighting the urge to numb myself with copious amounts of whiskey even now. I'm fighting for my life anon. I can't give up because that's not what they would want me to do but every few minutes it feels like my heart is just slipping through my ribs and sinking in my stomach. I wouldn't wish this on the lowliest moron on this board.
We're always here, 24 hours a day, if you need to vent or just not be alone. Be strong for them they wouldn't want you to give up or suffer. Sending blessed schizoid energies your way anon. God bless.
5 months ago
Anonymous
Thanks schizo bong anon.
Thanks to all of you others too. It was nice to be heard and feel like someone cares, even a little. I haven't talked about it much since it happened. You moron homosexual Black folk are truly the best moron homosexual Black folk alive.
2022 was a bad year for me too >get raped as a toddler by neighbor >have PTSD and suppressed most of it >false diagnosis for BPD >use cocaine, opiates and marijuana edibles as a means to simulate feeling dead >still alive and working a job for parents to be proud of me >one day during therapy tell therapist my sexual history >receive false diagnosis and PTSD diagnosis >get pulled off all meds >lose job, hit lowest point >lose apartment >practice meditation >realize not all of this was my fault >realize terrible things can happen to me but I can come back >career change work as a real estate agent now >sober for 3 years and no longer want to die
You can come back from anything.
5 months ago
Anonymous
Typo. 1 year sober now.
5 months ago
Anonymous
Good job anon. It does me good to hear stories about others overcoming their struggles. I hope one day I can think about them and smile instead of cry.
5 months ago
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You will. Just be careful, the human mind is a funny thing, and like mine, I worry it wants you to join them. I would recommend meditation on it. It's not bullshit hippy humming stuff, but, just sit in a room as you are and listen to yourself. You have to process the trauma.
I met a guy, ex Blackwater merc, who said he struggled with trauma. It was like he had all his demons sealed in a room in his mind and he was afraid if he let them out he'd never stop crying. The war most men have to fight now is this war. The war in their head.
So, I would urge you to live for them and not join them. Find new meaning and find hope. As for meditation, most of that stuff is wrong. Good meditation is listening to yourself and even god. God bless you.
We're your family now anon, and this will be the best Christmas you've ever had you'll see. Just post your address and I'll send you a Christmas gift. Nothing weird, I promise. You can trust me, we're practically family.
I don't have much to lose as I lost my job too thanks to coping poorly with all this, but I'd prefer my life not be worse. Email me at [email protected] and I'll tell you whatever you want.
That's the only one I heard of, purely because of the Harry Potter game. I expected the streamer watchers to finally rise up because of how angry they were but they didn't do shit.
They want you to have a nice day instead of the people pushing the propaganda. Nothing cures suicidal thoughts faster than realizing that they only exist because of certain people and their agendas affecting you. Point the anger and frustration where it belongs, not at yourselves.
All I'll say anons is please, love the people in your life while you can. Hold them dearly. Hug them. Remember the smell of their hair, the way their arms feel around you, the sound of their voices.... it might be all you have of them one day.
Gaslighting. It works on the masses well as long as they keep them heavy into cognitive dissonance.
It doesn't really work on anons but attempting to gaslight them into anhero is the best option they have.
yeah, totally nothing to do with the fact that a middle aged man watches vtubers unironically
showing you a suicide hotline is like holding up a sign with "drugs bad" in skidrow
Kek Fpbp but there is some suicide media blitz going on. Suicides spike in December any Alcoholics Anonymous member can tell you that.
Suicides always spike during holidays. Times in particular are really bad in the US so you'll see a multiplier. Additionally, they now want to keep white men alive since the DEI stuff failed lol. Too little, too late though.
why are you getting a suicide hotline number?
I don't get that when searching gura
He just found out Gura IRL is a 5'3 quasi-jewess in her mid-20s with kinky hair.
wasnt she doxxed years ago
All the hoe-girlve girls have been doxxed.
takanashi kiara is the only good looking one. she should be number one girl instead of gura...
bs, post gura's real face
I got it when i looked up a star fricking hipsters song earlier
It happens if you search gura every few hours hoping she will stream again.
I just got that earlier today too. Blocked it with ad nauseam as soon as it appeared.
>ad nauseam
That extension is anti semitic , please remove it.
Vtuber Black folk finally realizing their inevitable future
meds?
The holidays are hard for lonely men anon. Thats all. IDK how I'm going to make it myself.... first christmas without my family. I miss them so much.
I'm sorry that sounds rough. I know, I get to spend it with my family and I still feel lonely around this time of year anyways. At least you have an image board full of autists
Thanks anon. It's been almost a year since I lost them. My four year old girl and wife of 20 years that was my high school sweetheart. We married right after we got out of school. I loved them both so much. Lost. Car accident. It hurts so bad man.
Frick man. I hope you find solace. For what it's worth, I'll pray for you. Hopefully you will one day be reunited with them again. Just imagine all the stories your little one has been saving up to tell you.
I was supposed to get her magnatiles this year. She liked them so much when she played with them at her cousin's house. I told her if she learned to use the potty all on her own I'd get her some of her own... they are expensive fricking toys, but I saved up to get a couple of the best sets for her.... I'm never going to get to give my little girl those magnatiles. Frick...
Unbearable. I'm sorry anon. This has been a horrible year for so many people I know, and myself, but your story is the worst I've heard so far. I don't know how I would cope. There's nothing I can say but I'll pray for your solace and comfort. Today is the Feast of the Immaculate Conception. I hope things get better for you somehow.
Well anon, I started drinking. A lot. Thought about anhero'ing more than once. Lost my job because I couldn't take my head out of the bottle. I'm fighting the urge to numb myself with copious amounts of whiskey even now. I'm fighting for my life anon. I can't give up because that's not what they would want me to do but every few minutes it feels like my heart is just slipping through my ribs and sinking in my stomach. I wouldn't wish this on the lowliest moron on this board.
We're always here, 24 hours a day, if you need to vent or just not be alone. Be strong for them they wouldn't want you to give up or suffer. Sending blessed schizoid energies your way anon. God bless.
Thanks schizo bong anon.
Thanks to all of you others too. It was nice to be heard and feel like someone cares, even a little. I haven't talked about it much since it happened. You moron homosexual Black folk are truly the best moron homosexual Black folk alive.
2022 was a bad year for me too
>get raped as a toddler by neighbor
>have PTSD and suppressed most of it
>false diagnosis for BPD
>use cocaine, opiates and marijuana edibles as a means to simulate feeling dead
>still alive and working a job for parents to be proud of me
>one day during therapy tell therapist my sexual history
>receive false diagnosis and PTSD diagnosis
>get pulled off all meds
>lose job, hit lowest point
>lose apartment
>practice meditation
>realize not all of this was my fault
>realize terrible things can happen to me but I can come back
>career change work as a real estate agent now
>sober for 3 years and no longer want to die
You can come back from anything.
Typo. 1 year sober now.
Good job anon. It does me good to hear stories about others overcoming their struggles. I hope one day I can think about them and smile instead of cry.
You will. Just be careful, the human mind is a funny thing, and like mine, I worry it wants you to join them. I would recommend meditation on it. It's not bullshit hippy humming stuff, but, just sit in a room as you are and listen to yourself. You have to process the trauma.
I met a guy, ex Blackwater merc, who said he struggled with trauma. It was like he had all his demons sealed in a room in his mind and he was afraid if he let them out he'd never stop crying. The war most men have to fight now is this war. The war in their head.
So, I would urge you to live for them and not join them. Find new meaning and find hope. As for meditation, most of that stuff is wrong. Good meditation is listening to yourself and even god. God bless you.
We're your family now anon, and this will be the best Christmas you've ever had you'll see. Just post your address and I'll send you a Christmas gift. Nothing weird, I promise. You can trust me, we're practically family.
I don't have much to lose as I lost my job too thanks to coping poorly with all this, but I'd prefer my life not be worse. Email me at [email protected] and I'll tell you whatever you want.
RIP Pikamee
She reincarnated as Henya on twitch.
It's just not the same though.
That's the only one I heard of, purely because of the Harry Potter game. I expected the streamer watchers to finally rise up because of how angry they were but they didn't do shit.
lel. got the same popup when searching for lethal company clips.
I'm not seeing this shit. You probably have to be logged in and looking at homosexualy-ass sites with little dancing cartoon girls.
They want you to have a nice day instead of the people pushing the propaganda. Nothing cures suicidal thoughts faster than realizing that they only exist because of certain people and their agendas affecting you. Point the anger and frustration where it belongs, not at yourselves.
just type killing israelites a bunch of times in google you're ads will change
MUH BALLOON BEANS IN ONE QUARTER MONTH GUISE
>simps are prone to killing themselves
No shit.
>Hologays offing themselves
and thats a good thing!
hope Holo's asiatic-squad kills themselves too
PrepHole is a holo site.
Ha, I thought I was the only one, been listening to DIE YOUNG non stop and this morning there it was, a suicide help line, haha.
only vtuber i like
All I'll say anons is please, love the people in your life while you can. Hold them dearly. Hug them. Remember the smell of their hair, the way their arms feel around you, the sound of their voices.... it might be all you have of them one day.
>Search Vtuber
>Google Gods tell you to kys
Pottery
Chumbuds are about to kill themselves due to Gura not streaming?
Gaslighting. It works on the masses well as long as they keep them heavy into cognitive dissonance.
It doesn't really work on anons but attempting to gaslight them into anhero is the best option they have.
Do you ever think about light?
It's gone to soon.
Why are you advertising here? Just buy a fricking ad
Hang on, anon. Try and do something to distract yourself, a hobby or something. Wish you all the best.