I wish somebody tried to kill me and I manage to kill them. I don't want to be a murdered, but I'd like to know how it feels like to have a life-or-death struggle with someone who is hellbent on murdering me, and surviving. It's probably one hell of an adrenaline rush.
You'll kill them, know you can kill, and then have to spend the rest of your life knowing you can kill effectively while restraining yourself against every idiot who doesn't think you can kill as they go out of their way to piss you off.
closest i ever got was detaining some junkies at gunpoint who were trying to break-in to my home. in hindsight i should have just shot them, but i wasn't thinking of anything like that at the time, and they were pretty terrified and compliant when they saw a gun pointed at them.
>still fantasizing about being the hero after age 12 >not mocking your foes as their own fifth columns eat them alive
2/10, not Machiavellian and evil enough. Gibs me dat pound of flesh!
And then you scratch yourself on a tree branch or step on a rusty nail and you'll die slowly and painfully not being able to live out your hero dream as infection creeps in.
I hate that this war gnaws on the spirit, the mind, and the body without any release through physical battle at this time. Large part of me just wants to get it over with, and rip the band-aid off instead of lingering until the time comes. This malaise amidst evil is almost unbearable.
YOU WILL PROVE YOURSELF A POWDER
TO FILL THE URNS, COLD CLINKER CASKETS
PACKED FULL OF BODIES, ASH AND BONE
HE TRADES MEN, HE SELLS CORPSES
MEN FOR ASH, USURER OF LIVING FLESH
MY FATHERS A WAR HERO
MY BROTHERS A BATTLE MARTYR
AYE FOR SOMEONE ELSES WIFE
HELEN prostitute OF SPARTA!
I got molested for years and then stalked by savvy people convinced that I was a desperate bawd and a sexual harasser. If I can have my history without longing for an apocalypse, why do you need an apocalypse?
I was supposedly a bawd. I'm asexual. I was supposedly a natalist. I'm antinatalist. I was supposedly primitive. I'm transhumanist. I was supposedly "God". I never figured out what slang that is. I'm atheistic. I was supposedly conservative. I'm a libertarian socialist. I was supposedly a harasser - I mentioned that, but I'm saying it again. I'm polite. The campaign against me was pretty life-ruining, and somehow that doesn't justify the end of the world. Why should the world end for you?
One of the people around me today - who has made it really obvious he traced me across the internet, like we talked about it - actually commented that I'm very respectful. I was tickled pink. I wasn't an ideal target for a stalking hatred campaign. It's true that I'm a sick mess with both mental and physical issues, but I think some of the people who saw me weren't horrified.
Warrior is a primitive title. People shouldn't be warriors. There's nothing wrong with the word hero, but very little heroism is warrior heroism, and frankly that's always been true. Humans glorify violence too much when very few violent people have ever actually been what the world needed. Warriors are mostly antithetical to heroes. The world needs heroes to defend peace.
It's unlikely that I'll ever have a hero, but it's unlikely that I would even want a warrior. There's a ton of suffering people across the world who need heroes and very few who need warriors. Don't long for an apocalypse to give you the chance to be violently primitive and call it heroism. Learn modern heroism and go out there to advance the causes of those who suffer powerlessly.
>Humans glorify violence too much when very few violent people have ever actually been what the world needed.
The entire reason you're even able to type this comment is due to millennia of violent people spearing much more violent animals to death before they dragged your ancestors off and made them into an afternoon meal. They have their purpose, especially in a modern world where the animals take human form more often now.
By keeping your virtues and not letting the world change, corrupt, or destroy you ; You already are a warrior and a hero.
i wish someone would kill me
I wish somebody tried to kill me and I manage to kill them. I don't want to be a murdered, but I'd like to know how it feels like to have a life-or-death struggle with someone who is hellbent on murdering me, and surviving. It's probably one hell of an adrenaline rush.
You'll kill them, know you can kill, and then have to spend the rest of your life knowing you can kill effectively while restraining yourself against every idiot who doesn't think you can kill as they go out of their way to piss you off.
Anyone can kill. We just don’t because we don’t want to be locked away for the rest of our lives.
closest i ever got was detaining some junkies at gunpoint who were trying to break-in to my home. in hindsight i should have just shot them, but i wasn't thinking of anything like that at the time, and they were pretty terrified and compliant when they saw a gun pointed at them.
Join a cartel
Anon, I can only work so fast, don't worry the best part has yet to come.
You probably haven't lived a day without hot water, anon
Finally. I found the thread. Hey everyone. M- me too
Where have you been the last 5-10?
You better hurry.
just survive instead
im gonna put on an iron shirt and chase the devil out of earth
Gonna send him to outer space?
To find another place?
Kek
the rapture of all non-NPCs is at the door
if you’re an NPC, aka a person who doesn’t have the capacity to love, you will get your chance
LMAO If that isn't hilarious, I don't know what is.
hehe
they will say it was aliens too because most “christians” are npcs while atheists who care about people actually have a relationship with god
blessed are the merciful
blessed are those who mourn
goodnight
Same, I wanna clap a bunch of Mexicans
true warriors make their own wars, and true heroes engineer the necessity of their own heroic sacrifices. understand?
>still fantasizing about being the hero after age 12
>not mocking your foes as their own fifth columns eat them alive
2/10, not Machiavellian and evil enough. Gibs me dat pound of flesh!
Some little cartel bottle kid can kill you in the next hour pedro
And then you scratch yourself on a tree branch or step on a rusty nail and you'll die slowly and painfully not being able to live out your hero dream as infection creeps in.
your calling is right infront of your eyes
I hate that this war gnaws on the spirit, the mind, and the body without any release through physical battle at this time. Large part of me just wants to get it over with, and rip the band-aid off instead of lingering until the time comes. This malaise amidst evil is almost unbearable.
i jus wanna fight and become an hero
>massive die off incoming
>whoever survives will be lucky, healthy, and strong
Frick off doom gay
You'd probably die of dysentery before you did anything of significance.
I just wish i could be happy one day
YOU WILL PROVE YOURSELF A POWDER
TO FILL THE URNS, COLD CLINKER CASKETS
PACKED FULL OF BODIES, ASH AND BONE
HE TRADES MEN, HE SELLS CORPSES
MEN FOR ASH, USURER OF LIVING FLESH
MY FATHERS A WAR HERO
MY BROTHERS A BATTLE MARTYR
AYE FOR SOMEONE ELSES WIFE
HELEN prostitute OF SPARTA!
You’re gonna get shot and raped first
To add to your problems, you have descended from Black folk.
Have an onion-chan and calm the frick down
What if we're already living through it.
Or you could just kys you're depressed gay
I just want an excuse to kill my enemies and the enemies of mankind.
Yes same. I hate safety. I pray for bad events and danger so I can have a purpose in life.
I got molested for years and then stalked by savvy people convinced that I was a desperate bawd and a sexual harasser. If I can have my history without longing for an apocalypse, why do you need an apocalypse?
I was supposedly a bawd. I'm asexual. I was supposedly a natalist. I'm antinatalist. I was supposedly primitive. I'm transhumanist. I was supposedly "God". I never figured out what slang that is. I'm atheistic. I was supposedly conservative. I'm a libertarian socialist. I was supposedly a harasser - I mentioned that, but I'm saying it again. I'm polite. The campaign against me was pretty life-ruining, and somehow that doesn't justify the end of the world. Why should the world end for you?
One of the people around me today - who has made it really obvious he traced me across the internet, like we talked about it - actually commented that I'm very respectful. I was tickled pink. I wasn't an ideal target for a stalking hatred campaign. It's true that I'm a sick mess with both mental and physical issues, but I think some of the people who saw me weren't horrified.
Warrior is a primitive title. People shouldn't be warriors. There's nothing wrong with the word hero, but very little heroism is warrior heroism, and frankly that's always been true. Humans glorify violence too much when very few violent people have ever actually been what the world needed. Warriors are mostly antithetical to heroes. The world needs heroes to defend peace.
It's unlikely that I'll ever have a hero, but it's unlikely that I would even want a warrior. There's a ton of suffering people across the world who need heroes and very few who need warriors. Don't long for an apocalypse to give you the chance to be violently primitive and call it heroism. Learn modern heroism and go out there to advance the causes of those who suffer powerlessly.
>Humans glorify violence too much when very few violent people have ever actually been what the world needed.
The entire reason you're even able to type this comment is due to millennia of violent people spearing much more violent animals to death before they dragged your ancestors off and made them into an afternoon meal. They have their purpose, especially in a modern world where the animals take human form more often now.
Be the master of your own world. If you want an apocalypse create one. I believe in you.
Autistic behavior