Morale check. How're you doing Anon?

Morale check. How're you doing Anon?

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  1. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    yeah

  2. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Dieing.

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      Tired. Physically tired, I mean. Now I shall slumber.

      Sending thots & prayers.

      • 11 months ago
        Anonymous

        >going to sleep at 6:30 in the morning
        do people really?

        im still patriotic, you have to support our guys. but things are clearly difficult. hopefully hostilities end soon its better for everyone

        >hopefully hostilities end soon
        Why? That would deprive us of good combatkino. If we're lucky, it lasts another 5 years at minimum.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          very edgy.. until you actually know people that died its all a game

          • 11 months ago
            Anonymous

            Welcome to PrepHole, kiddo. If you think what I said was anywhere close to edgy, perhaps reddit.com/r/ukraine is more your speed. I come here to laugh at burning slav bodies, both Russian and Ukrainian. It makes me laugh to know a bunch of worthless morons are dying over nothing.

            • 11 months ago
              Anonymous

              you are trying far too hard

              • 11 months ago
                Anonymous

                You have to go back

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              >PrepHole

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              Oh, look a newbie. Always a displeasure

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          If were lucky, Chinks kick off operation deyankefication taiwan.

          They we'll see some REAL combat footage, not slav(e)shit LARP shoah bullshit

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Nah son, that shits gay. You wanna drop some real ordinance, not those clean-up crew cherry bombs. Where's the fricking gopro urban combat? Where can I find more BMPs skipping 30mm across the pavement? It's just janitors doing thier fricking job. Yes I'm mad, stupid pricks like you deserve one of those frags square on the nuts with no secondary.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          I fricking hate this useless gay brotherwar and i'm not even slightly concerned (except my taxes go into Ukraine ofc). Those images are god awful, Putin, Zelensky, Biden, Macron and all the reste are god awful. The whole thing is lame and disgusting. Frick them all.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            What fricking brother war?

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              Russians believe they and Ukraine are brother nations (aka triune people). Which is a big tipoff that op has putin's wiener down his throat.

              • 10 months ago
                Anonymous

                >Which is a big tipoff that op has putin's wiener down his throat.
                That guy isn't me.

              • 10 months ago
                Anonymous

                No one would dispute this. Half of them speak the same language and the other half basically do. Russians and Ukrainians are like Scots and Celts. Americans and Canadians. Spanish and Portuguese.

  3. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    It's a holiday today so I'm feeling good. Gonna get drunk later

  4. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    im still patriotic, you have to support our guys. but things are clearly difficult. hopefully hostilities end soon its better for everyone

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I respect the US military far more than the government

      You know soldiers are not typically the liberal types either

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Soldiers, law enforcement.

        Often physically fit and faithful in God.

        Prayer will keep your head in a good place.

        Every day, praying, even just for mercy.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          God bless.

  5. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    If Ukraine is doing good, then I’m doing even better! Slava Ukraine!

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      yookraine is lost Black person, like BTFO, the hohol diaspora will be crying tears of hoholdomor 2.0 for centuries to come.

      Couldnt have happen to a better bigger scumbag of a ~~*(nation*~~ and ~~*people*~~ , honestly.

      I just wish n00ks were real so the kremlin could finish it off with glassing kqweef

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Wow I bet you think you’re so funny don’t you vatnik

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Ukraine is finally on the attack, I found a cute chubby gf that cooks, vatniks and chinks are getting btfo left and right, life is beautiful and amazing.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        look up moron

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Seethe

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            If they lose I will

  6. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Great. Every day we get more dead slavs from the endless Slav Slaughter, the Blood God is appeased, and Polacks remain seething. I hope this war never ends.

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      I hear the boys in the kremli-la-krem are prepping a little retaliation for western yurope.

      Hopefully it'll appease your blood god even more.

      • 11 months ago
        Anonymous

        God you're pathetic.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          There is no god, ya free masonic butthole

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        >I hear the boys in the kremli-la-krem are prepping a little retaliation for western yurope.
        Those gabby motherfrickers should quit squawking like old ladies and get on with it then.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Yes
        It doesn't matter where the blood flows, only that it flows from Ork lands
        BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GODS
        SKULLS FOR THE SKULL THRONE

  7. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Great. I've got vacation coming up, married life is good. Got a bunch of suppressors in the works and just about to finish my gun collection.

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      >He thinks you "finish" a gun collection.

  8. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm still here so at least there's that.

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      You literally don't have any real problems in your life, dork. Be man. Give up the cartoons and the video games, find a girl, get a job, grow up.

      • 11 months ago
        Anonymous

        Thanks for the pep talk, pops.

      • 11 months ago
        Anonymous

        Not him, but I spent the equivalent of $20k dollars on a degree I'm failing, I don't have enough money to redo the year. My wife has had 5 miscarriages in the last two years, my marriage is breaking up, I hate my job and my job hates me so that's probably not gonna last and I've had to sell a bunch of stuff and remortgage the house just to keep afloat, I'm sick from service related shit and can't afford the medical bills.
        I think I'm seriously just going to shoot myself. Like seriously. It's not a joke. I made this thread so someone would ask me, but nobody did.
        The only thing keeping me going is the little guy in the OP. If anything happened to him I don't know what I'd do. My life is a failure and I wish I was dead.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          Please overdose on heroin instead, we don't need another one for the gun death statistics. Even though we all know that's bullshit and going out with your own firearm is one of the inalienable rights we all have.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          OP, I hope you learn something today. You gotta put it out there. You can't just wait for someone to ask. I made that mistake like 9000 times when I was younger. It's good you made this thread man. Don't let the system grind you down, even if you go bankrupt, that's what it's trying to do. Don't let it.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          Never surrender. Let them kill you if they dare, but don't do it yourself.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          You have to keep going man. It's better for a candle to burn twice, triple as fast than to get snuffed or never burn at all.

          • 11 months ago
            Anonymous

            I'll vent my first worls problems I guess
            >work at at a hospital in a poor area
            >low pay, garbage clientele, can't leave this place for another year
            >see lunatics on public transit every day, completely normalized in the social fabric somehow
            I need some healthcare for myself man.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          >My life is a failure!!1!
          >Has a wife, job, and house
          Shut the frick up you stupid Black person.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          >service related shit
          have a nice day, ZOGbot. It's the only way to redeem yourself.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          If your disability isn’t too bad then try to get back in through the National Guard. They pay all tuition for most state universities via the minuteman scholarship, you get your tricare back (which on the part time side is barely above $150 w/ dependents) and you can try to get an MOS that correlates to a real CIV job. They’re also giving fat bonuses to Reservists now so you could maybe leverage that. Don’t give up just yet, things aren’t as bad as they seem.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          It's never too late to turn it all around anon. Take the trouble to struggle for a better future. This life is perpetual struggle. Don't leave your wife and doges alone. We may never know each other, anon, but I want you to know I'm sending you good thoughts and love.

          • 11 months ago
            Anonymous

            I dunno, 5 miscarriages is a sign that he should kill himself and his wife.

            lol what a failed couple

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              yookraine is lost Black person, like BTFO, the hohol diaspora will be crying tears of hoholdomor 2.0 for centuries to come.

              Couldnt have happen to a better bigger scumbag of a ~~*(nation*~~ and ~~*people*~~ , honestly.

              I just wish n00ks were real so the kremlin could finish it off with glassing kqweef

              Poor tasteless trolling 0/10 for effort.
              A miscarriage is sth that can break a tough guy.
              Keep going brother.

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              Start with yourself Black personhomosexual.

              • 10 months ago
                Anonymous

                I'm not the one with broken balls.

                Maybe if he vaxxedand taken his boosters this wouldnt have happened

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              I'm not the one with broken balls.

              Maybe if he vaxxedand taken his boosters this wouldnt have happened

              >The /misc/Black person is a spiteful loser who can't even troll
              Quelle surprise

              • 10 months ago
                Anonymous

                Who said I'm trolling?

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              Off yourself first you subhuman scum.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Anon, if you are real:

          Do not try to "eat the elephant". Embrace autism and document your issues as individual problems with things that are causing them.

          Degree: what is it, and have you communicate to your school what is going on?
          Wife: Communicate and determine if the relationship is salvageable, just listen and document what her biggest stressors are, ask directly, do not try to solve them in that conversation.
          Job: You know its bad, if you can relocate do so. Just fricking start applying.
          Stuff and house: If it is too expensive, it is a hot coal you are trying to hold onto.

          If you want actual help from the thread:

          What is your job? Not where you work, just, what is your skillset?
          Are you willing to move?
          Are you prior military?

          And Anon, if you aren't real, and are just trying to be a downer. Frick yourself, but also this will serve as an example of people who are capable of still caring, so you still did some good. Entropy will never stop, but neither will creation.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Dogs save lives anon. Treat the pupper well and he'll treat you well. Do it for him. You are going through an extremely unlucky time of your life, but that doesn't mean that you'll be unlucky forever. If you get past this, then you'll be better for it.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          You get one life. The chance to do it right is always there (Unless you REALLY frick up).
          I can attach my email if you want to talk G

          "It's only after we've lost everything that were free to do anything"

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Pretty dog. Don't have a nice day until he dies (naturally!); or, if you must, at least make sure someone responsible will take care of him after.

          My childhood dog died lately. I think he was the only thing I've ever truly cared about. Funny. He didn't actually care for me too much.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            lol
            >Guy is literally about to suicide
            >This liberal mentally ill homosexual is worried about his dog

            Ask me how I know youre a white leftist scumbag.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          >I made this thread so someone would ask me, but nobody did.
          You're getting the (You)s now, good and bad. Make the most of it, people tend to think about their self, even you right? You made this thread for yourself not out of any genuine concern for the wellbeing of others. You clearly stated that, so don't get upset nobody shined light on you.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          [...]

          Fight through it and take what you need to make yourself more comfortable. You can do it.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Hang in there, my dude!
          Things might seem tough now, but they will get better. You need to power through the tough times and keep going.

          I failed out of college essentially THREE times. Yet I kept going back and plan on graduating this semester. Never give up and don't fear failure. It's something essentially we all gotta deal with.
          You'll make it through to better times.

          Just don't be the one that defeats yourself. Support yourself. Get some more good food and sleep.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Wish I had some advice to give you but I don’t unfortunately. Your dog is cute though. I hope it works out for you somehow, anon. If you live through this, you’ll have one hell of a story to share

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          I went back to school as well anon to change careers. Put in the time and effort to do well anon it’s possible. Do not give up just because things are tough right now.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          >too poor to complete degree
          Get loan, preferably from your family

          >wife miscarried 5 times
          Dude just go for artificial insemination, you should have went for that after the 2nd time

          >going to kill myself
          I know it's hard but calm down and think about it. You should try and exhaust all possible options before you do something so drastic. Have faith and keep trying.

      • 11 months ago
        Anonymous

        sorry man, that's a lot of wrong assumptions. If I'm not twice your age I'll be surprised.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        >trade one set of problems for three other sets
        great advice broski

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          You all need to give up on this whole not being in pain thing. I don't get you people.
          Like what the frick do you think you're supposed to be doing here in the suffering pit?

  9. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Doing decently well. I’m improving my shooting with my RMR I just need to get a more consistent draw stroke so I pick it up every time it comes out of the holster.

  10. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Honestly? Not too great
    I hope it's all just memes, but I'm really unhappy to see that all we have left to pick as leadership nowadays is either a based and trad (but incompetent) one vs a hypercompetent (but globohomo) one

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >vs a hypercompetent
      did you just describe Joe "don't underestimate Joe's ability to frick everything up" Biden as competent?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I have heard many adjectives used for Joe Biden. Competent has never been one of them. Even Obama, the guy who picked Biden for VP, thought he was a perennial frick up.

  11. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    >crippling anxiety, self consciousness and insecurity
    >multiple health issues in my 20s
    >the underclasses are about to start rioting in the streets
    Not fricking good

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      Why don't you just have a nice day (not with a gun, preferably)

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      Be a man.

  12. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm perpetually one disaster away from not being able to keep a roof over my son's head, so that's fun. His mom is bipolar and it's getting worse recently. Sometimes we hate each other, other times we're as in love as when we first started dating. The big family support system that we moved back out to the c*ty for doesn't actually show up.
    But our son is healthy and happy, we have a one-year plan to get back to the small town we met in where I'm already talking to employers who can pay at least what I'm making here and the cost of living is lower.
    Tl;dr could be better; could be worse

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Hope your family sticks it out and is able to find some stability. Glad your son is doing okay.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Thanks anon

        My wife is bi polar, it sucked at first, I researched a lot about it and over time I was able to handle her. Some times when she has an episode, it's just best to walk away because no matter what you say and do it won't mean jack shit.
        Best of luck to you, keep at it and you'll make it through it.

        Do you happen to have an idea of places to start looking? I'm reading a few articles here and there

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      My wife is bi polar, it sucked at first, I researched a lot about it and over time I was able to handle her. Some times when she has an episode, it's just best to walk away because no matter what you say and do it won't mean jack shit.
      Best of luck to you, keep at it and you'll make it through it.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      God speed anon. My family is feeling the financial difficulty as well.

  13. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    My dad is in bad health, so I'm responsible for earning enough money for the household
    He probably won't die before I'm in my 40's
    I wanted a career (which would require me to move to a bigger city)
    I wanted to travel the world
    Whatever, I'm tired

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >I'm responsible for earning enough money for the household
      Are you though? Why would you spend your life taking care of someone who already spent theirs?

  14. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    We found out yesterday that I screwed something up 8 months ago. Just emailed someone the wrong file. Woops :-/

  15. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Body recomposition is going well for me. I've been lifting for years but I've had the discipline to eat better so i could ditch the skinnyfat look. Hopefully I'll look better before my trip to Rome in July so I could get some Italian poon.

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      *I've never had

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      I wouldn't worry about it, the amount of fat hairy bastards hung with gold chains you see with petite girls on Italian beaches is through the roof. Dimorphism at work.

  16. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    P good. In the process of moving into an apartment with gf and simultaneously switching to a tech job. Stressful but our new couch is coming tomorrow and my recruiter says the manager thinks I’m “very bright.” So the worst is probably over.

  17. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    I feel like I'm breaking in half

  18. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    I think it's time to admit to myself that I have a drug problem.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      What's your vice anon?
      I'm listening

  19. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    I lost my tech job and make 16 dollars at walmart now because I was moronic and had zero savings. The hunt for a new better job been going on for almost 6 months now. Dozens of interviews, moronic surveys and hr being Black folk. Moved into families garage with my wife and daughter because cant make rent. now my family wants rent for the fricking garage and I think they are about to threaten to kick us out. Its infested with ants and I have to sleep on the floor because the wife and baby take the bed. On top i am being audited by the irs and they want 9k for some dumb fricking reason. A tax lawyer would cost me 5k. I dont know whats going recently but I just roll with the belief that God wants to test and humble me and things will improve eventually. If my family kicks us out I will have no option but to take a night shift job somewhere to pay for a motel or something. I am not making this shit up.
    keep looking forward. We will all make it eventually and God bless.

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      Everyone here in Germany is trying to hire murrican it professionals affected by the layoffs, do you seriously can't find a new job?

      • 11 months ago
        Anonymous

        NTA but IT is shifting in a weird way in the US. I had never gotten unsolicited recruiter emails before this year. I have an MS in informatics and learned a ton of different IT things as a necessity. There seems to be more demand for high level niche stuff now

      • 11 months ago
        Anonymous

        I think sooner later something comes around but the hiring process in the US is vastly different compared to germany. I lived in germany for 20 years and got my ausbildung there before we moved back to the states. I was born in Wiesbaden.

        In germany a good arbeitszeugnis and not being a total moron usualy lands you a job in 2-4 weeks. Here in the US its at least 3 interviews, reference check, background check, assessment (center)s and a drug test. Its stupid moron and somehow HR departments love to send you some Black person myers briggs personality test before even your first interview.

        • 11 months ago
          Anonymous

          To add before I worked remote for a large german "IT-Systemhaus" but even higher german salaries pale in comparission to what you can make in the US. In addition its a fricking pain in the ass to file your taxes here if you have any sort of overseas income or bank accounts. Even if you file your fbars and all the shit properly the irs is constantly giving you shit. So I left them to work for a US company which laid me off with a bunch of other people. Basically they fired based on time with the new company and the new ones were the first to let go. I inquired at the german company if they consider rehiring me but my spot is already taken and honestly I think their HR cbb dealing with all the arbeitsrecht crap hiring some dude to work remote from the US

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Godspeed.

      Wife just peed a positive pregnancy test yesterday after literally "Trying" one time. Both in a little bit of shock that it happened so quickly but things are good and we are as ready as we can be. Wish me luck as a 1st time dad if all goes well. Can't tell friends or family yet so I'm telling the kommandos.

      Became a dad 36h ago. As the baby was born, 2 other women were rushed in, which preoccupied the 2 nurses. The doc asked me:" Got a tough stomach? We need to sew your wife up a little and I need a third hand"
      Guy was from somewhere in the Levante. Really good stitches. Wife is fine and walking.
      Healthy boy 50cm 3,4kgs for the burgers:length is how every AR barrel should be 20" and weighs a little less than an unloaded AK.
      To all guys out there with money problems':
      Been there. Unfricked my spending, stuffed the biggest drains. Which meant no eating out, no bs Impulse purchases and switching jobs to one within biking distance.
      Have a good friend that can't find his place in life yet. Told him that I never want to inherit on of his guns. Hope he never gives in.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Congrats Anon!!

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Fricking based anon! I'm happy for you and your wife.

          Thanks.
          Snapped you guys a little motivational picture.
          If I can do it and unfrick what lies in my power, than you can do it too.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous
          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            Sometimes i just want to sleep and never wake up,I'm having a nerveus tip in my left eyes for weeks now.

            Nice,remenber to start given him nerf toys

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            😀 I'm happy for you anon. I wish your wife a swift recovery

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            It's white and disgusting.

            Kill that little racist before it grows up.

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              (You)

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              I hope (You) die asap, monkey.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            >If I can do it, you can too
            >t. Chad

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Fricking based anon! I'm happy for you and your wife.

  20. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    not good at the moment fellas. I'm between moving apartments, I bought a motorcycle on Tuesday and Tuesday night it got stolen before i could even register it. losing my shit this is terrible

  21. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Wife just peed a positive pregnancy test yesterday after literally "Trying" one time. Both in a little bit of shock that it happened so quickly but things are good and we are as ready as we can be. Wish me luck as a 1st time dad if all goes well. Can't tell friends or family yet so I'm telling the kommandos.

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      Make more if she's that fertile m8

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      Congratulations anon, always try to be the best dad you can be.

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      I'm happy for you anon.

    • 11 months ago
      Anonymous

      If you're reading this I have put a cures on you and your wife, your child will have severe vaxx autism and will be infertile.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >Wife just peed a positive pregnancy test yesterday after literally "Trying" one time.
      nice humble brag about your +P+ loads, anon. congrats

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Congrats, fren

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Good work anon

  22. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    I went schizo last year and lost my job. I've gotten fat since then with new medications, but I have a new job and I'm about to visit my long distance gf (who I broke up with because I thought she was a Chinese spy last year before she took me back). Things are going okay.

  23. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Pretty well, just got some good news at work and ordered a gun part I’ve been wanting a while.

  24. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Feel great, and the more vatnik I see killed, the better I feel!

  25. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Better, thanks for asking.
    I'm having my ups and downs and I just hit a major down again, but I'm overall on an upward trajectory, so I'm confident I will be fine in a few months time

  26. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Finishing up physical therapy after had three disks in my neck replaced. Cleared to return to work next month. Not sure if I want to, it's been two years and my friend offered me a similar job for similar pay. My mom still sleeps on my couch and has been regressing. Hopefully things work out.

  27. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    This smoky air from the fires in Canada are killing my vibe

  28. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    I've come to hate humanity a little more

    If I was still in grade school I'd shoot it up.

  29. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    My country is crumbling all around me.

  30. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Kinda lonely tbh. Not that that's unusual but I don't really know how to make friends outside of places where I'm compelled to interact with the same people on a regular basis so I just kinda don't. If anything I'm more bothered by my parents being concerned over me being alone more than I am by actually being alone. Otherwise pretty good, though.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Are you me? I'm considering volunteering or something but I don't know where or for what.

  31. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Terrible just like the last ten years, every time i leave the house I only see ugly misshapen brown people, ugly neighborhoods filled up with ugly brown people and dysgenic mullatos that share none of my values or culture. I make no money.

    My circumstances are on the edge of a knife and i see no point in trying to improve them. I have no friends, i dont leave the house. i dont drink or smoke weed i just get home from work and blast jazz and read PrepHole and twitter without posting anything, week after week year after year. My life is utterly meaningless and a case study on how a white male can be 100% demoralized without feeling the need to kill themselves

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      ~~*They*~~ did this to us. Only miningful road is leaving brown hell, find a good woman, father children, embrace faith, work and hope for better future.

  32. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    death tapped me on the shoulder today, wish he just pulled the trigger

  33. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Kinda of pissed that my split request was denied considering they had 4 months to figure this out so now I'm fighting with airlines and hotels to get my money back. I was really looking forward to that trip.

  34. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Nursing a sickness. Nothing major but still feel like shit. I want to get back to my forge. I miss it already and it's only been a few days.

  35. 11 months ago
    Anonymous

    Just got my wisdom teeth pulled and I'm waiting to get medically cleared for meps.

    Praying I can land Forward Observer or Security. I did really well on the ASVAB. Things are looking up for me.

  36. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Lost my job and looking for work. I don't have enough experience to do what I want and it's what I keep hearing when anyone bothers to say anything. I'm looking for junior positions but honestly, I just don't know what I want to do. Still, sending out as many applications as I can. My old employer is dragging their feet on giving me paperwork so I can get unemployment, which is stressful. It just all feels like I can't catch a break. It's exhausting and I'm starting to get desperate. But I'm trying not to let it get to me.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Keep applying, no matter what. Frick those people who ghost you and frick the people who say no, it only takes one to say yes.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Thanks man. And thanks to the other anons in here looking to help others. It means something.

        Godspeed.
        [...]
        Became a dad 36h ago. As the baby was born, 2 other women were rushed in, which preoccupied the 2 nurses. The doc asked me:" Got a tough stomach? We need to sew your wife up a little and I need a third hand"
        Guy was from somewhere in the Levante. Really good stitches. Wife is fine and walking.
        Healthy boy 50cm 3,4kgs for the burgers:length is how every AR barrel should be 20" and weighs a little less than an unloaded AK.
        To all guys out there with money problems':
        Been there. Unfricked my spending, stuffed the biggest drains. Which meant no eating out, no bs Impulse purchases and switching jobs to one within biking distance.
        Have a good friend that can't find his place in life yet. Told him that I never want to inherit on of his guns. Hope he never gives in.

        Congrats man, kids are the best. Treat him right and always make him your priority.

        https://i.imgur.com/9I7YBFi.jpg

        Not him, but I spent the equivalent of $20k dollars on a degree I'm failing, I don't have enough money to redo the year. My wife has had 5 miscarriages in the last two years, my marriage is breaking up, I hate my job and my job hates me so that's probably not gonna last and I've had to sell a bunch of stuff and remortgage the house just to keep afloat, I'm sick from service related shit and can't afford the medical bills.
        I think I'm seriously just going to shoot myself. Like seriously. It's not a joke. I made this thread so someone would ask me, but nobody did.
        The only thing keeping me going is the little guy in the OP. If anything happened to him I don't know what I'd do. My life is a failure and I wish I was dead.

        Don't give up man. Consider rethinking what you want to do. Maybe you will be happier starting over with a new career, hard as that sounds. You can make it man.

  37. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    War has always been in my mind. Troubled childhood and such. But this war has warped my mind. I've been paying attention to Ukraine for years but mostly just thought, "huh, people should pay attention to this, this could be big". Years later as an adult I am knowledgeable than most, and incapable of action. Moral of the story is be practical and work within your circle of influence, don't be like me and have your brain too far in the world of ideas. I wish I could help through work than anything else, but can't.

  38. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Middling for the most part, except my job which I really really enjoy. It doesn't pay well, but I get to work outdoors with very nice people.

    Would be nice if I had more time and energy over outside of work to improve other aspects of my life. Got family members that need a lot of help and support though.

  39. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Have Covid but am staying strong by shooting in ranges

  40. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Thankful for our great leaders and the military might of the West.

    High morale knowing that the enemies of liberal democracy are being destroyed as we speak.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      lol get a load of this psychotic liberal piece of delusional shit

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Based.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        >da jooooos!
        >not realizing he just wants ukraine to be heavily defended just like israel

  41. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    powering through severe depression by putting my nose to the grindstone, starting a new career and realizing nothing makes me happy anymore even though I have a loving wife and a happy family

    just keep powering through it and trying to be the best man I can be

  42. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    To be honest, things are ok.
    My personal sitation is that i have cold feet, but i can't be arsed to get up and put on socks. I'll run 8km later, my daily amount.
    I'm out of a job, but have almost no trouble with it. I got money for decades and no desire to work again.
    Wife died a few years ago, children are out of the house.
    I shitpost a lot.
    Globally i think the planet is fricked, but i'm almost 50 and don't need it for only maybe 30 more years.
    I have no trouble with Russia, almost all Nations that started a war since about 1900 has lost, so will Russia and later China. They will try again, obviously.
    I don't see the western decline so many third worlders speak about. The west is more united and stronger than ever.

    They say you have to judge a man not by what he dislikes, but what he likes. I like rule of law, personal freedom and liberal democratic governments. So do most people, even in shitholes. So yes, i think everything is fine.

    Except that we frick up the planet right now. The insect bio mass in Germany has dropped by 70% since the 80ies. That tells you where it's going.

    Consider picrel. These are our adversaries.

  43. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    fricking dreadful, as usual. I've been suicidal for most of my life and yet—surprise of surprises given the fact that I'm writing this despite a life of suicidal idealisation—the conversion rate of suicidal thoughts to actual suicides is disappointingly low.

    Just wish those silly animal pics worked and I could just not wake up. Often though about some Goldburg machine that would randomly trigger within a preset window whilst you're sleeping and kill you instantly. Damn that'd be good.

  44. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Health problems and stress catching up to me. Doctors can't figure out what is wrong.
    Every day I know I might not wake up tomorrow. It is what it is.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Exiting this torture prison is the best part anon.

  45. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Turning 24 in a couple of weeks, and I'm tired. I don't really have the motivation or incentive to do much of anything these days beyond barely staying in shape. I'm sick of life, I don't enjoy it and am not sure if I ever actually did. My country continues to circle the drain and get worse at an impressive rate, and all I can do is sit here and watch.

  46. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    The amount of propaganda surrounding the Ukraine war is depressing. Every day I'm bombarded with the same rhetoric that was used to justify the 2001 afghanistan invasion and its killing me.

  47. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm late 20s. My life is fairly stable and good but my heart weeps for my fellow man, the state of our country, and the west as a whole. I do my best to live a life worth living and inspire others to be better despite a fairly uneventful existence. There is no savior, no messiah that can change our trajectory and it gives me hope that we will die and reemerge stronger as we shed the rot and dead weight. I know there are people like me here and a lot of you are capable, who can be better than they are now with some purpose or an actual challenge to overcome. In the face of mass demoralization your biggest goal should be to remoralize your fellow man which will feedback into you. There is only so much you can do by yourself. I could want to fight and sacrifice everything to move the needle but it would ultimately make no difference if I didn't effect change in others. You need everyone standing shoulder to shoulder making a small sacrifice of their own. My morale is irrelevant if I cannot inspire everyone else to want to inspire me.

  48. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I am doing fine, thank you for asking

  49. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Terrible, life is not going how I thought a decent person would live and I'm not "growing out," of personal problems and am coping in the most horrible ways with pure escapism instead of tackling the problems because honestly I don't know how to do that. You can do things that you think are right, but still end up completely wrong and aimless. The shame and helplessness are getting to me while I put on a facade of remaining strong, but I think I'm making it worse.
    BTW not diagnosed or medicated with anything, unless you count booze.

  50. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm ready to shoot myself but I've felt that way since the fifth grade so it's nothing to worry about.
    What about you OP?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      https://i.imgur.com/9I7YBFi.jpg

      Not him, but I spent the equivalent of $20k dollars on a degree I'm failing, I don't have enough money to redo the year. My wife has had 5 miscarriages in the last two years, my marriage is breaking up, I hate my job and my job hates me so that's probably not gonna last and I've had to sell a bunch of stuff and remortgage the house just to keep afloat, I'm sick from service related shit and can't afford the medical bills.
      I think I'm seriously just going to shoot myself. Like seriously. It's not a joke. I made this thread so someone would ask me, but nobody did.
      The only thing keeping me going is the little guy in the OP. If anything happened to him I don't know what I'd do. My life is a failure and I wish I was dead.

      I didn't read the thread before posting, that's pretty fricked up man.
      I'm in a similar situation, I'd do it but my dog loves me too much.
      Any extra details on your situation? IE what pisses you off about your job.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Just so you know, I'd kill to trade places with you.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Why?

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            No wife, gf, job, house, nothing. I'd take the bullshit you've described over nothing at all any day and we both know you wouldn't trade down to this either.

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              I haven't posted in this thread before this

              I'm ready to shoot myself but I've felt that way since the fifth grade so it's nothing to worry about.
              What about you OP?

              I have no idea who you think I am.

  51. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >go to work
    >come home
    >need to do chores (pay bills, laundry, clean house, yard work
    >sleep
    >go to work
    >rinse and repeat

    Is this all there is to life?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Frick inboard gas engine boats. The dinky blower they put in front of a single vent is the only thing that stands between you and that fate.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Of course not. There's much more to this life than the menial tasks we do every day. You can face the strange but it's going to take a radical effort on your part. Make that change even if it's frightening, anon.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        To be honest, nothing really brings me joy

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          NTA, but you probably got smacked by the depression stick somewhere down the line, assuming you're not currently abusing alcohol or drugs. Either get on an SSRI or find something that gives you a sense of purpose; ideally do both. Sometimes shit is just genetics and neurochemistry and you need medication to move forward. Regardless, good luck with it.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            Everyone feels like this. You mean to tell me that the majority of the peopulation is depressed?

            • 10 months ago
              Anonymous

              >majority
              No, majority is neurotypical, and everyone feels sad sometimes. Depression becomes a problem when that sadness becomes chronic, when it impacts on your daily functionality, and when it poses a risk of degenerating in a permanent sense of despair.

              • 10 months ago
                Anonymous

                Well guess I was projecting. fugggg : (

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I'm trying to save money to start traveling a bit more. After that idk, maybe just keep job hopping to get better and better pay. Maybe go back to school.

  52. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    The good news is you understand your issue. Now, you have to work to fix that issue. I know you can do it anon. I know it.

  53. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    pretty shit, but somehow in a surprisingly good mood.

  54. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I just had sex, life is good

  55. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm getting worse at interacting with people, I can barely function in social situations now.

  56. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I still live in a ban state, but aside from that I have everything /k/ related I need for a while. Probably not buying any new guns until the AWB is overturned.

    [...]

    good luck anon.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >nowhere to shoot outside
      >texas
      Really? Someone blackpill me on this.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        I'm not from Texas, and I haven't read up on what you're asking, but i'm bored so I'm going to shitpost/speculate.

        Texas is pretty much ranches and oil fields. So all that open space you think it has? It doesn't. Somebody owns it. All the land is privately owned so you can't go shooting anywhere. My guess.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        All the land is privately owned. Gotta either own land, be friends with folks who do, or obey power tripping range rules.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          There's shit out in west Texas isn't there? Of course I'm not implying it's it any way easy to get to but it's still there no?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      That map is partially correct. The Wait Periods slide is partially true for PA when you're talking handguns. Rifles are private or transfer (4473, BG check) as normal but handguns are 4473 plus bg check plus PA State Police form. You fill it out and if everything comes back all good you take it home as you would any other transfer. If anything you might get a "delay" like any other transfer if that.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      And PA is open carry without license OK but getting in or on a vehicle is considered "concealing". Yes if you go by their definition, bicycle open carry is concealed. Yes it's fricking moronic.

  57. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Not good. Work is making me angry. New job hopefully soon.

  58. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm feeling pretty shitty, still recovering from a migraine. I have some Vietnamese style coffee, that helps.
    At least I finally convinced work that they're a completely valid reason to call out.
    Seriously, migraines are the absolute worst, I envy the people who don't get them.
    I also absolutely hate range boomers. It's an outdoor range, let me shoot my fmj .308 you fricks.
    On the bright side, I've just about got my lizard enclosure set up.

  59. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Feeling pretty alright. Still waiting for this war to end so I can finish writing a story about it. Other than that I'm thinking about heading out for some shootan soon at the local range but I'm waiting to see what's on my schedule.

  60. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Not great. Recently found out I have multiple sclerosis.
    Anyone deal with some kind of shitty health diagnosis? How are you coping?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      That sucks. MS is terrifying in how it just pops up out of nowhere on otherwise healthy people. What tipped you off enough to get checked?

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        It came on suddenly like you said. One day couldn't feel my legs when I woke up. Surreal.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Shrooms

  61. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I keep telling myself mom would be sad.

  62. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Perimeter trenches breached. Air support denied. Ran out of clean bandages yesterday.

  63. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm currently a night owl and it sucks. I want to go shooting again.

  64. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm bad man. I really want to come back to the frontlines, but I also want to live a normal life. Too bad my heart was broken today by a girl I fell in love with and she really feels shit for me too but has a boyfriend.
    It's the middle of the night, I'm drunk and this thread is the best place to talk to someone at this time.
    pic is my last trench. love you brehs

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      homosexual

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Anon if you are real:

      I know the feel. We can't go back to that moment, but know something. You exist in a transient moment, it is where you are most real. Do you like storms? I do. Do you like that quiet moment at night around 4am when everyone is gone but no one has woken up yet?

      You found where you exist, and you are longing for it. The battlefield is one of those places, but it is not the only place. Frick man, I've been blessed with a family but sometimes I just crave hearing the CRAM, feeling the fricking shockwaves, hearing the equipment. The dust. Is it weird to miss the dust? But Duty. I have duty, I have a mission. Its about them. If you have no "Them" you have the world around you, and duty still. You can still produce utility, make things better. The world is better with your existence, you just need to go to where you are welcomed, needed.

      The normiesphere is not for fricking any of us. not anymore. Its fine, I don't need to die by my own hand. OIF-OEF will catch up with us all. Drink green tea to stave it off for a little longer though, get away from coffee and smokes.

      Overseas anon, there are still duties to preform. Apply non stop, put out a hundred, put out three hundred. Go to do humanitarian work. Get out of the US, it is a comfy death trap that slowly suffocates you. Start looking for the right doors and start knocking on them; arab gulf, Indonesia, Vietnam. Doesn't even have to be war work. Go learn to do welding, HVAC, machine operation. Frick. Don't want to do that? Take up 3d printing. Find reason to Create.

      Entropy never stops, but that is what we are indoctrinated with. What they don't tell you is creation never stops either. you burned away shit to make room for new growth, now grow, do not remain barren.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Thank you my man. I actually decided to not come back to the US after Ukraine and stayed in Poland. It's kind of comfy here, but I also get eaten by nostalgia pretty often.
        And I just lost 5 more brothers yesterday, they were hit by russian artillery. Shit is heavy, but as you said, I have a mission and must go on for those who already finished.
        It just felt so right and so simple to be there. I don't belive in god, but I hope at least some of my brothers come out alive and not crazy after all this shit. No connections I've made in civil life are as strong as I have with them

  65. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Just finished with divorce not long ago, I got full custody of my kids, work is going amazing, I'm doing amazing for once.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >Got full custody of the kids
      How? Divorce courts never let that happen

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        They do if mommy does heroin.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        I documented everything she did wrong, took pics, saved texts, and much more. She's also been admitted a handful of times, a couple times it was not involuntarily. She didn't use to be batshit crazy, after her mom died she went down hill.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Texts are solid evidence but how in the hell did they accept photos and your documentation? Those two always get thrown out under the guise you've staged and forged.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            b***h became a hoarder towards the end of our relationship, piles of garbage chest high in her bedroom, photos of scratches and bruises she did to me when she flipped her shit along with police reports.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >I got full custody of my kids
      How?

  66. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm doin aight

  67. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    It is what it is.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Are you who you are?

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Today is the day you are who you are today

  68. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Doing okay, working on a grant proposal for a research project and went to the gym. The brownoid malding over the last week alone has me covered for the rest of 2023.

  69. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Have been constipated for a long time. Drank more coffee than usual today, had more success shitting, thought back on times when it wasn't as bad and realized I was drinking way more coffee then.
    6 cups and jittery as frick. Never take your health for granted, anons.

  70. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Forever alone noguns. Everything else is good.

  71. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I dunno what it is but I've been feeling really weird as of late, closest thing I can think of is paranoia/feeling of impending doom. Really put a damper on celebrating my graduation other stuff that should give me joy. Shit's been going on for months at this point and has honestly been very debilitating, hard to focus on anything else like finding a job.

  72. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Depression hitting hard again. Took me the good part of 3 years to get back on my feet after the last major depressive episode, even found a job. Now my job has quickly eroded my sanity. It's a good thing I'm a nogun 'cause I would have already shot myself at this point.

  73. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    It is fricking waaay past midnight and I can't fricking sleep, again. I'm really tired of this fricking laying in bed for three fricking hours and giving up when I hear the birds yelling again, only to take some fricking sleep med, sleep 4 hours, and be groggy, and yet again, not be able to sleep the next day.

    Got a new job though, that's pretty cool.

  74. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'll go back with uni this year.

    I will turn 29 just as it begins.

    Live in Europe, so I'll even get 900 € uni gibs.

    Will be 32 with just a bachelor's

    everyone already has a master's and is starting families, i did nothing but working shit jobs, NEETing, fapping, drawing a bit and playing vidya most of my 20s. I am also still a touchless khv.

    i fricked up my life real bad....

    You guys have any advice on how to salvage the shitheap that is my life?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Anon, I graduated at 32 too (34 now). My work paid for me to finish my degree online, which worked way better for me (autist) than traditional college - and I don’t owe any student loans.
      I’ve already doubled what I was making, though now I have the new problem of having pole vaulted myself into a job I’m terrible at. Oh well.
      Thinking of going back to school to become a psychologist, cus it’s seemingly the only thing my bad ADD/tism won’t frick up. It’s an intimidating thought and it’ll cost a lot, so I really have to think hard about it.
      I’d also really like to get hitched at some point, but I work so much it’s hard to get dates. Might move to England where I’ve got family, see if shit’s better over there.
      Just gotta stay positive and think of what could be coming in the future. You’re never trapped, there’s always a way out.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        >Might move to England where I’ve got family, see if shit’s better over there.
        If you don't live in Liberia it is NOT better here
        Wherever you are, stay there. England is not a liveable country by any means any more.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I'm in a similar boat anon. Just finished college last week at age 29. Overcame a pretty severe drinking problem and managed to get the degree in a fast and economical manner once I committed to it. This is a big improvement of course, but I still hate my life. I'm lonely as frick and I've been burned enough times that I'm completely turned off trying to make friends/date.

      I have enough energy to go to work, feed and groom myself, but I don't enjoy much of anything these days. If life got more unpleasant or difficult I'd probably just kms.

  75. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    AFPC initiated a full MEB for me. Gave me an option for Legacy (30 days) or Integrated (7-10 months of VA BS)

    My diagnosis is MDD. I've been in therapy for the last 2 years. Went to rehab last year for alcohol abuse. I am extremely embarassed by my failures. I am torn between fighting my separation because I dont want to admit that I am insufficient and accepting it because and I'm extremely miserable and lonely. I want to beleive that I tried my best but I'm secretly grateful for the MEB. I fricking suck at my job. I suck so bad that I've never been a crewcheif and have instead worked backshop my entire 3 years into my 6 year contract. I haven't seen my family since I joined back in 2020 because I am terrified of them knowing how poorly I am doing. I am going to get drunk and call my dad tonight because I can't do it sober.

    I'm not expecting any additional disability and the thought of gaming the system disgusts me especially because I dont deserve it. 1st Sgt said to game the system but I dont feel right doing that.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I don’t know what any of that means, but as a tax paying civilian, please fleece the system. If not for you, for all the veterans like my grandpa and dad who had claims denied by the VA for what are clearly service related injuries.
      Frick ‘em. Can’t even be mad at the vet bros that do it, because I’d fricking do it too.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        I dont deserve it. I got to know a lot of different veterans when I was in rehab. People who had done alot more than myself and had actually been injured, lost their families, became homeless. There are too many people like that who aren't getting help for me to accept that. I remmeber some 80 year olds care taker killed themself and the dude had no where else to go besides rehab just so he had a place to sleep and eat. Completely deaf and had no idea what was happening to him. A few weeks later his astranged son came to collect him. I'm fricking 21 and I dont need that more than he does.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          You not accepting the help they’re offering doesn’t magically give the other veterans the care they need.
          As sad and fricked up as it is, that’s not your fight. Take any VA bennies you can get, the only person that’s gonna look after you is yourself.
          Hope this helps, anon. Wishing you all the best.

  76. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Gf got some Lion's Mane mushroom extract to help her focus. I took one and I'm feeling high. Don't think I can work today

  77. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    The "attitude check" for the control tower crew at Keflavik Air Force Base, Iceland:
    First Lieutenant Michael Edwards: Let's have an attitude check!
    Tower crew: I hate this fricking place!
    Edawrds: Let's have a positive attitude check!
    Tower crew: I positively hate this fricking place!
    Edwards: Let's have a negative attitude check!
    Tower crew: I don't like this fricking place!
    Edwards: Let's have a short attitude check!
    Tower crew: Frickit!

    -Tom Clancy, Red Storm Rising

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Splendid book!

  78. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I've come to the realization that I'm the kind of knuckle-dragging moron who shouldn't own guns. I realized that because holding mine while just sitting on ass behind my desk watching youtube videos gives me a feeling of confidence, masculinity, and a general boost to my mood. Not that those are bad things, but anyone who will sit there and play with a gun is clearly a knuckle-dragging moron.

  79. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I feel like shit. I live in Hungary and we are currently at the rock bottom of our post-1956 history. I have no words for my hate for Orbán, it's fricking unreal.

  80. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm ok
    Only 112 days to go and I'm a civilian again

  81. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm realizing I need to man up and end my 8 year relationship with my fiancee.
    After several attempts on her own life and suggesting to take time apart I'm now aware the underlying message.
    She's not happy anymore.

  82. 10 months ago
    Anonymous
  83. 10 months ago
    dom

    wanna die, considering:
    -grenade in mouth
    -maled by bear (or bears)
    -super high calibur shot gun
    I want it quick really.
    I'd actually rather have someone else to because I want multiple shots: 4 in the head first (side, top, mouth, and one for good measure) then the neck, then the stomach, then the dick. I suppose one will do on the head if my head is blown to smithereens. I wand a close shot in between the eyes. Yes I know I go on to much.

    ...I hope you are doing well.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Two things:
      1. why
      2. BEARS WILL EAT YOUR FRICKING LEGS WHILE YOU'RE ALIVE.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        >kinky, lad.

  84. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I have $10k saved and I'm trying to get to around $40k saved for a down payment on a house.

    I want to spend $10k on random shit right now. I hate my impulsiveness.

  85. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I have been completely alone for four years and the suicidal thoughts are back
    My medical issues keep getting worse and each year I develop new ones
    I don't think I'll last much longer to be honest, I wish I was never born

  86. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Pissed off. I'm supposed to be writing an access review query for Sailpoint but my management keeps changing the scope so I can't make any progress.

  87. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Work is getting to me. Had to be on call when they hauled a woman who had been dead for 2 weeks out of her home. I work in the American South and there was no AC in the home
    Trying to forget it

  88. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Tired of living.
    The only reason I haven't shot myself is the kids, plus I don't want my death to be used to puff up "gun violence" stats.
    There is no rest.
    A better day is not coming.
    This is all there is.
    I wish I'd been stillborn.

  89. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Just bought picrel as carry gun with my recent bonus for graduating academy

    This month marks 2 years since my divorce and I don't miss my ex wife so that's cool. I miss my ex gf I broke up with a couple months ago though, that was for the best.

    Been dating, still pretty young. Have gone on a couple of good dates lately and possibly have found someone I think could work out long term. We'll see. Got a cutie coming home from her mission very soon and I've kind been waiting to see if things might just go somewhere with her since she squats more than me and has thighs sent straight from Allah.

    Career is doing pretty good, fto is stressful but I'm getting the hang of things. Lots of tweakers and weirdos in my area. Getting a raise in July so that's pretty neat. Got an award for doing some gay shit recently and that felt good.

    Sold my ptr91 with wood furniture and I regret it despite making a frick ton off of it. Maybe I can buy another but finding wood for a ptr is just a pain, anyone have any luck with the cetmes? Or maybe fitting the wood from a cetme kit to a ptr91?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      The wood from a Cetme fit my C308 without any need for filing or fitting.
      It may work on a PTR 91.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        C308 gud or trash anon? I've heard mixed things but I keep hearing century fixed the c308s

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Mine has been a good rifle.
          Groups are huge but I'm hoping to eventually get those tightened.

  90. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Just got done with the gym after a hard day of poking a Jenkins black box. Gonna eat some chili and Tostitos and drink some Batangas with my wife, then watch a terrible horror movie

  91. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    charles daly triple threat arrives at lgs on monday, we are so back

  92. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I hate work so god damn much

  93. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Washington state here, doing bad.
    Nobody will ship us anything even tangentially related to guns anymore. It's fricked beyond repair.

  94. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Stuck in stagnation for at minimum a month

  95. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Doing great.

    Reconnected with the first girl I ever dated for some coffee and we are moving in together soon. We hadn't seen each other in almost a decade and it was so much like we both remembered that it just took off from there. Maybe the dating pool in your late 20s / early 30s really does start getting dire and we both sensed that the chances to meet someone are slimming down for both of us. Maybe adult us are more compatible than teenage us were and the time apart did some good, who knows.

    I'm happy and so is she and I haven't seen even a hint of anything that would disrupt what we have going.

  96. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I stocked at least 100,000 rounds of ammo today, pretty tired

  97. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    i got ghosted by a girl again. She was super touchy and flirty after our first date, and couldnt stop offering hugs. She gave me her phone number, and we kept texting after the first date. I set up plans and made reservations at a place for a 2nd, but like 3 days before she just went silent. I am numb inside though, so i dont really care. 30yo and i guess ill just never marry or experience love. Idk

  98. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Frick, these threads always make me feel bad because I’m convinced my life is shit but then I read other anons’ stories and realize how good I have it and it just makes me feel even worse for complaining about life.
    But anyway, life is good, now that I realize. Got a job lined up as soon as I can send them my transcripts but my fricking school is taking their sweet ass time sending them even though classes ended two weeks ago, and this whole time I’m just rotting away in my bedroom biting my nails hoping my employers don’t get too impatient with me. It’s a shame because this job is like a literal dream job for me too. Pay is decent, work-life balance is great which is all I really care about, and I get to nuke stuff for a living. Only downside is I have to drop weed for the foreseeable future. I used to be a pothead junkie but I only got high like twice a month so I’m not as far gone as other potheads. But, frick, I already miss getting high. At least I can still get drunk but I feel like my liver is twice my age from how much I’ve abused it with liquor. Another complaint is somehow I just don’t feel like going to the range recently. There’s a gun show tomorrow so hopefully it’ll reignite that spark in me and I’ll go hole punching papers soon. I miss the range here, it’s so relaxing being out there. Also I’m still a KHHV but whatever, it’s getting easier and easier to deal with. I think I’m almost done making peace with it. I probably shouldn’t pass on my genes anyway. This curse ends with me.
    Thanks for the thread, OP. I really value these threads. Most of you are good men, and I want you guys to have somewhere to vent unrestricted, God knows we need it these days. Stay strong, gentlemen. God bless you all. WAGMI

  99. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >Me miserable! which way shall I flie
    >Infinite wrauth, and infinite despaire?
    >Which way I flie is Hell; my self am Hell;
    >And in the lowest deep a lower deep
    >Still threatning to devour me opens wide,
    >To which the Hell I suffer seems a Heav'n.

  100. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    eh okay finally got a torched VZ.61 receiver so I can finally finish the kit. Still have not shot any my guns in months I really need to go its been to long.

  101. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >getting my grandfather honored with a congressional gold medal
    >mended relationship with my family
    >moving to the midwest soon with friends
    >know I have people who love and care for me
    >have most of the guns I've ever wanted

    Why the hell does it not feel like enough?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Enough is death, the feeling of always pursuing meaning is life.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Thanks anon. That's a good way of looking at it. My friend died last year and his family wants to visit when I pick up his medal in Vegas.

  102. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Not so good. Discussed divorce with the wife last night. We agreed that I'd take my eldest son and she'd take our younger son.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Not great. I have severe hyperacusis. Lifelong but much worse in the past five years (not from guns, just how I was born). So I'm living a half-life, in the pleasant gilded cage of my parents' house, doing nothing and going nowhere because every sound hurts.
      So I guess this is my appeal to you to protect your fricking ears. Wear hearing protection when you shoot guns! You do not want tinnitus or hyperacusis. Either will destroy your life and make you want to have a nice day.

      As divorces go, if you are talking it over and figuring things out, that's... better than getting your hand forced into something worse. I know a few people who rebuilt after divorces, including one involving kids, and went on to be happy. It can be done.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        So not even earplugs can help?

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        >As divorces go, if you are talking it over and figuring things out, that's... better than getting your hand forced into something worse. I know a few people who rebuilt after divorces, including one involving kids, and went on to be happy. It can be done.
        Thanks anon.

  103. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Im alive. But on the upside I might get a pl8 carrier in the next couple months, so thats cool at least.

  104. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm almost done with my degree, which is good, but my folks think that this is my last semester so idk how I am gonna tell them that. I'm probably just gonna do a good news bad news that my guidance counselor screwed with me, but I'm not in for much longer. Honestly though, I'm pissed. I spent my early 20s in fricking school because I suck at school. I can't help feeling like it is wasted time, even though I know it isn't cause a STEM degree is still pretty valuable. All in all, my problems suck but they aren't insurmountable, just gonna suck pulling the proverbial bandaid off.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >STEM degree
      Didn't they change it to STEAM now? Art is in there. YOU DIDN'T FORGET THE ARTISTS NOW, DID YOU ANON? THEY ARE VERY IMPORTANT.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        seek help r tard

  105. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >Making 70k a year
    >parents are turning 75+
    >turning 30 this year
    >parents are $130k in debt
    >never passed college
    >live with parents
    >overweight
    >No near year prospects of significant others
    >livin near DMV so cost of living is rising $5000 a year

    Not so bad. Scared of the prospects of future medical costs for parents but I'm taking college classes again cause I really need that paper.

  106. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Doing okayish, got a warehouse monkey job that pay pretty decently, will help pay for a small appartment when I restart my studies, I'm going to gunsmithing school. I still feel like shit because I had to drop out of basic because of a fricked up knee. Overall life goes on and I'm going along with it

  107. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Quite relaxed, thanks for asking.

  108. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    had to shoot dogs on deployment, didn't like doing it but I didn't think much of it at the time
    now every time I hear my new puppy crying or I hear dogs going nuts down the road I get really anxious and feel an adrenaline rush and my wife says I act extremely irritable and angry
    Am I just a pussy? wtf bros

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      No that sounds horrible man sorry you had to do that. You should probably take the time and resources to get 5+ doggos, raise them well, and then one day just lay in a green field and let them dogpile you. Very therapeutic. I plan to do that but indoors with like 5+ kittens. Trick is to get them all in the same litter or get them associated extremely early.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        https://i.imgur.com/d77Ezx3.jpg

        >Am I just a pussy? wtf bros
        >had a traumatic experience with animals and now said animals trigger a response from you
        you're just human, anon. that's how our brains work, for better or worse.
        if it wasn't natural then it wouldn't happen so predictably. you care about your dogs and you know why this reaction happens, so I think you'll be able to manage with it somehow

        I guess I just didn't expect this of all things to frick with me. The dogs we shot were rabid/potentially rabid and a health and safety risk to us, so I had a way to justify it to myself whenever we did it, but still.
        There have been points in my career/life where I've held guns on people and I know that if I had pulled the trigger I wouldn't give a single frick about it afterwards. I guess dogs just don't know what they're doing or why they're acting the way they do, and I feel worse about killing something that doesn't have the capacity to knowingly act like a prick or understand what it's doing is wrong

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          >. I guess dogs just don't know what they're doing or why they're acting the way they do, and I feel worse about killing something that doesn't have the capacity to knowingly act like a prick or understand what it's doing is wrong
          well it's plain to see you have a genuine love of dogs.
          I'm not going to say "don't worry about it", because humans can't help but worry about things they care about, even if there's a whole list of justifications for certain actions.
          What you did crossed a personal line to you, and I think the fact it stills eats at you says a lot about your integrity and decency. Hopefully time will help you overcome this particular pain.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          You're reading way too much into it. A way to look at this is imagine yourself as a rancher with sheep. A coyote comes along one night and jumps one. Do you kill the coyote before it kills your sheep? you would only be shooting that coyote because it's inconveniencing you just like the stray dogs on deployment were.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >Am I just a pussy? wtf bros
      >had a traumatic experience with animals and now said animals trigger a response from you
      you're just human, anon. that's how our brains work, for better or worse.
      if it wasn't natural then it wouldn't happen so predictably. you care about your dogs and you know why this reaction happens, so I think you'll be able to manage with it somehow

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        >There will be more of them then there are of us.
        Right in the feels.

  109. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    nothing is going well and I feel like shit and its been like this for the last 6 years.I will not give up.

  110. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I might wasted my entire future on a degree I don't want, on a job I don't want, with a possibly permanent lame foot after a fall, but you know what? I'm content as frick. I have friends, I have my family, I even have boards and forums of terminally online morons. Life's too short to care anyway.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Your video is unavailable unfortunately. Weird. I recognize that song from another thread a couple months ago. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NPj7ySDWVQc

  111. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Stuck in a limbo where I’m fricking my ex fiancée and we go out and do couples stuff but we’re not actually together. We enjoy each other’s company but I still don’t know how to feel about this. It’s definitely better than being alone

  112. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >have alcohol intolerance
    >also alcoholism
    Hangovers are the fricking devil

  113. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Going to kill myself but don't worry I won't use a gun

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      why anon

  114. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Pretty gud zeroed 1st ar build after making more money after promotion from job now going with fren to other frens comfy concert

  115. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I’M SHATTERED!!! THE RUSSIANS HAVE TAKEN BAHKMUT

  116. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm trapped in a bad graduate program overseen by inept administrators and have burnt out so completely that not even a glow remains. My advisor and I have been in a death spiral of mutual disappointment and failure for more than a year and we're reaching the center of the spiral. Morale is low among nearly all the other graduate students in this program but I'm one of like two people that are domestic students so the rest of them are ready to put up with anything and everything to keep their visas long enough to either graduate or find a local spouse. The policies in this program seem to have been designed with that in mind. I don't want to kill myself but I wouldn't mind dying.

  117. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Ive started trying to fix my shit. Solve the issues I have, & go shooting more to keep spirits high.

  118. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm doing pretty good. Weekend to myself, woman out of town. Just got paid. Drinking, grilling, might hit the range with the FAL and PTR tomorrow. Need to verify the FAL is functional after repair and zero the aimpoint comp m4s on the PTR.
    >LARP as a Rhodesian soldier or a Portuguese marine.
    Life is tolerable.

  119. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I joined the Army for le camaraderie and le brotherhood and all that nonsense. Now it's 5 years later and all I have is constant anxiety over not doing enough and not being good enough. Most of the people I met were two-faced or took advantage of my naïvete. I learned some harsh lessons but boy did it hurt to get there. Every time I got promoted the expectations got higher and so did the stress. I'm in a "high speed" position as a recon/sniper SL but aside from a couple enjoyable days a year it's just even more work and anxiety.
    The relationships I had before joining all dissolved. My peers and coworkers don't really like me, and outside of work I have no social life whatsoever. I don't drink or party so I automatically don't hang out with 90% of the people in my unit anyway. The few friends I made along the way all ETS'd, PCS'd, or we drifted apart. I suck at LDR so I'd go from seeing someone daily to texting them twice a year.
    I've never had a girlfriend and probably never will. Something in my brain isn't wired right for connecting with other people. When I talk to women they always seem to flinch for a second after making eye contact with me, and even if I have an okay conversation with someone she'll get a scared or disgusted look on her face if it seems like I'm about to touch her. I don't know what it is and I'm tired of trying to figure it out. My internal clock says that it's Make A Family O'Clock and I need that particular alarm to stop ringing all the time.
    I should go to church, but I have a lot of hangups from my Mormon upbringing and fear choosing a denomination that might be hiding nasty surprises like what I grew up with. I went to Divine Liturgy a couple times and really enjoyed it, but now I'm deployed and the closest EO church is dozens of miles and a signed pass away and isn't in my language besides.
    Anyway. Blogpost over. Back to my duty shift.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      It's time for you to ETS or PCS as well, my man. If you were in it for the long haul but don't want to see all that time served go to waste, go Reserves or Guard. Might require an MOS change but just about every unit would take a high speed former Recon/Sniper even if the new MOS has absolutely nothing to do with combat arms.

  120. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    3.6/5 - not great, not terrible.

  121. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Today was awful. Yesterday was awful. Tomorrow will be awful. My body has given up. I'm just tired of being alive. I don't want to do it anymore.

  122. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Need more pupper in my life.

    Old pupper died of oldness.
    Miss old pupper.
    Need new pupper in my life.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I got a new pupper since my old pupper is getting old. She's coming around on him, but you can tell she finds him a little annoying still

  123. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Bad, I'm stuck in a life I don't want, no skills, no job opportunities, no friends, no money, no family.
    What little family I do have hates me, or sabotaged me up until this point, and now expects me to be some uber successful billionaire with no way to actually do that because I was prevented from learning anything that could help me. Since I know nobody I can't get a decent job or an apprenticeship anywhere, so my only option is to take a shit tier low income job and work for morons who can't even do the work they demand of me till I die.

    My only way out of this was military service, but it's looking like I have asthma so the only chance I had at getting out of this shit is shot as I cannot make an cardio gains no matter what I do.

  124. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    parents are divorcing, brother is a moronic thug that does coke and mistreats my parents and fricks up the house, parents are moronic and keep letting him come back at home even tho it's been 3 years since he started behaving like that, insulting then, not going to school, being a hum, assaulting my father etc, I'd kill him and often think about stabbing him in the neck when he's there next to me but never do it because it would ruin my life for legal reasons.
    have 0 friends, just a couple ex friends that I'm trying to get back contacts with even tho I dont enjoy going out with them very much but I need to go out to meet new people and that's a start.
    parents are doubly moronic because they make good money and yet cant pay bills because they have no savings and keep spending money for restaurants and vacations.
    father asked me 1000 euros to pay bills, will give it back next month.
    gf left me 3 months ago, now she's on vacation in another country to stay with a guy she met this summer and it's guaranteed they'll frick, (they have already done it before this)
    often times I dont want to do stuff and just waste my time on the phone or on games, but I read alot and I started working out again even tho I have to force myself to work out and it's a slog
    at least I got a well paying job in a "rare" field, and I like it, it's ok, but I've been here just 3 months and got no prior experience so I got to consolidate my position.
    hope I can go away from this country in the future thanks to the job.
    I have no fun in my life, no one to talk to, no one to make things lighter, I'm always burdened by these things and almost never take some "time off" from feeling this way, I know how it would feel because when I still had a gf I felt good when I was with her, but she left me because I has become a grey hull, a boring depressed and sometimes aggressive person, i understand her choice
    sometimes I go innawoods hiking.
    I'm planning to go on an organized hike to try to meet some people

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Work on getting US citizenship thru the job if you can, the gf wasn't yours you were just renting, find somebody else when you're out. The hike is a good thing, but your parents and brother are a lost cause.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        >us citizenship
        that's one of my life goals, to come to the us, and with this job it might actually be possible, it all changed in a short amount of time, went from being in university being a depressed gay about to drop out and not giving any exams to randomly landing this job, idk what would've happened if I didn't, nothing good, I would've probably been a failure wagecuck, anyway shouldn't celebrate too early, I've been here just 3 months and I still havent solved any of my problems.
        in my worst moments in the past i was seriously thinking about killing myself, I 99% wouldn't have done it but I kept imagining myself as dead shit in the head as relief from my condition

        btw psychologist are useless, I went there for a long time and it never helped, even got prescribed pills for depression and they were useless, anyway I don't think I'm medically depressed, my condition is an emotional one so to speak

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      You need to get away from your family dude, like you don't have to cut them off completely but you definitely need to move out. That kind of atmosphere is only fricking you up.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        I agree but I wanted to stay for the first year to save some money, otherwise of I go living along ill burn like 60% of my income, plus renting is a waste since I'm never home

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >and I started working out again even tho I have to force myself to work out and it's a slog
      That's the thing, you have to find something you like. I ride my bike. I always tell people that if I take 5 days off and come back to it, the first hill is hell. I will walk up it. Whereas that week streak of riding at least every other day, I'd just ride up it. Even if you like doing whatever it is when you work out, if you slack on it, it will frick you hard and it will make it difficult to want to get back into it.

  125. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    i don't know if i've become numb to the pain of life or if i turned into an actual bloomer
    the last decade i was a doomer, everything was depressing and i wanted to die, now i feel like if i die my purpose has not been fulfilled
    i'm so close to having my own business, i find beauty and understanding in everything and i dedicate an hour of my time every day to learning something new whether it's botany, biology or making something
    i've become such a minimalist too, i've let go of a lot of things, being lonely sucks sometimes but it's nice too because there's less to worry about
    overall, i feel like i've got purpose, and that's a nice feeling to have

  126. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Really wish I had a girlfriend but now that I'm no longer in college and work a 9-5 wageslave job it seems impossible to meet women in my age range that are single/looking for a relationship. And no, I will not use apps like tinder, they're filled with the types of women I do not want to have a relationship with

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Online dating, unironically. You have to sift through a lot of losers but it works if you put effort into it. Otherwise you'll have to try to meet people the old fashioned way and that's not easy

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Really wish I had a girlfriend but now that I'm no longer in college and work a 9-5 wageslave job it seems impossible to meet women in my age range that are single/looking for a relationship. And no, I will not use apps like tinder, they're filled with the types of women I do not want to have a relationship with

        same for me, I got no friends so I never am in the contexts where you can meet people, and also girls, thus it's a self perpetuating situation.

        I'm trying tinder, tried for a couple months now, got some matches but they either never answer back or answer once and then ghost, but I've heard in other countries tinder is more fertile ground, while here it's not, idk if its true tho

  127. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Finished my third year of college and have been heavily regretting wasting my GI Bill on my IT degree. Went into it cause its what I did in the Marines but I realized too late that I dont actually give a frick about IT. I only liked it cause it was with people I liked and a job that felt important. Tried doing IT in a corporate envornment and I wanted to kms. I'm too far into the degree now to change so I decided to pick up a minor in music technology and sound design to keep some sanity. Found out I really love working in recording studios. On top of all that I lost both my grandparents in less than 6 months and my Mom has been showing signs of age. I'm too afraid to move far away from her cause she wasnt able to see her own parents when they died and I dont wanna have that happen to me. I'll figure it out eventually, but man it sucks

    Pic unrelated.

  128. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    doing my shit at work, but waiting to see if come july if myself or my manager are getting laid off

    getting laid off will suck big time

    my manager getting laid off will also suck big time, he's literally the only reason half my team even is still here, and makes work pretty great; meanwhile the micro managers they want to replace them with will make me want to kill myself

  129. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Doin alright, I got a medical marijuana card to deal with my horrible anxiety but those fricking israelites tricked me and now I can't buy any guns. At least I've got pot.

  130. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Still breathing, so pretty good.

  131. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Like fricking ass.

  132. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm doing training for my job at this new company but they're moronic and it's all disorganized and we spend half the time doing nothing because they didn't organize for shit and there is no structure to the training, like for example we went to another country to make some training with the company guys there, and they didn't even know why we had come there because our side of the company didn't tell them we were there for training, pretty strange since it's a frickhuge multinational Corp, I expected them to be well organized.
    so it'll take a lot to learn shit.
    plus to do everything you have tk ask to an hr b***h who is moronic and always says to ask someone else that then says it's not his responsibility and to ask someone else etc
    anyway they pay alot and once I learn the skills I will likely be able to be easily employed and also paid well, and also move country, so I accept the moronation

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >since it's a frickhuge multinational Corp, I expected them to be well organized.
      The more people that need to communicate, especially across distinct groups, the less organized you can expect it to get. Om the bright side, it's easy to disappear in a clusterfrick, meaning easy paychecks and some freedom in how you get your job done.
      Hopefully, anyway.

  133. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    gf has a chilhood trauma and is disgusted and repulsed by sex. I always thought that she didn't want to have sex because she was christian, i feel kinda like butthole now. Worse is that she hates herself for not liking sex or any physical stuff for that matter

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Rape her till she likes it

  134. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Well, I'm falling behind on the vocational schooling I'm doing to get into programming, my antidepressants are less effective than they were, and the insomnia is exacerbated by stress. Only got guns in my dreams, multiple surprise bills this month, first girl i like in years wants to frick my mate but not me, the boys are drifting apart slowly but surely, my body is failing me and it's getting awfully warm already.
    Just gotta hang in there. Just gotta get there.
    We're all gonna make it, right?

  135. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Eh, I'm doing alright
    I got some ruskie friends trying to avoid being conscripted while I got pole and Slovak friends to worry about if those morons over in Russia try to escalate shit further
    Besides worrying about shit that can't be controlled, doing fine beyond that, autistically thinking on some milshit scenario in a House of Leaves type setting since I'm currently reading up on that and playing some DOOM 2 Hideous Destructor on that MyHouse.wad map
    Hope you bastards are having a good rest of your day as well, wherever the hell you all are

  136. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Ukraine is losing.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Cope harder

  137. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm a pice of shit:/

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