I'd have to rent a camper as well, probably.
He's going to be at a gun show in Missouri. Since he has cancer there might not be another opportunity to meet him, so I'm feeling fomo.
On the other hand, that's 20 hours of driving, plus fuel, plus two vacation days, and possibly a rental.
If he didn't have pancreatic cancer I'd wouldn't even consider it, but I know if I never get to see him I'll probably regret it.
But the rational part of me thinks it's fucking absurd to put that amount of resources to meet a YouTuber, even if it's arguably the best one.