Whenever I get depressed I imagine if I spent the time I have been depressed instead inside a POW camp and then I realized it's not as bad as I make it to be.
I may be sad and extremely suicidal but at the end of the day I can choose when I wake up, when I sleep, when I eat. I can choose what vidya I want to play. I can go outside and enjoy the fresh air.
It boils down to "would I rather do this or be back in school but instead of classes it's a torture session"
But on the other hand if you were in a POW camp, you could justify all your misery on the forced circumstances, on being a prisoner.
How do you justify your misery right now?
>be me >be tired >hate my place >hate my car >hate my job >love my dad >love my sisters >love my girl >they depend on me >can't quit >just want a break
Do you even grasp the central banking system and its ramifications. You are a currency generator, nothing more. Youre entire life has been cultivated by them for it. Unplug from the Matrix
Lol the myth of the happy peasant strikes again. They worked the fields 20 hours a week maybe, but you better believe that's not all they did. Remember, it took hours and hours to do menial chores like cook, clean, chop wood for the fire, etc. A flat tax was also not the case in all fiefs, remember you could be dragged into a levy at a moments notice, all of your property confiscated for the war effort, pillaged, or even just straight murdered by the nobility because "lol" at a moments notice. The most a lord might have to do is compensate your lord for the pleasure of killing you. You might own land, you might not, either way you probably won't own it when some imbred duke decides he likes it better. If you lived to see past 30, there's a decent chance you could make it to old age, but life was significantly more dangerous then. Getting the shits was lethal then.
Whenever I get depressed I imagine if I spent the time I have been depressed instead inside a POW camp and then I realized it's not as bad as I make it to be.
I may be sad and extremely suicidal but at the end of the day I can choose when I wake up, when I sleep, when I eat. I can choose what vidya I want to play. I can go outside and enjoy the fresh air.
It boils down to "would I rather do this or be back in school but instead of classes it's a torture session"
>I can choose what vidya I want to play
It's true, the catalogue of titles in POW camps are pathetic
But on the other hand if you were in a POW camp, you could justify all your misery on the forced circumstances, on being a prisoner.
How do you justify your misery right now?
>How do you justify your misery right now?
Anti life.
I actually have only myself to blame.
It is up to only yourself to make prison into paradise.
>be me
>be tired
>hate my place
>hate my car
>hate my job
>love my dad
>love my sisters
>love my girl
>they depend on me
>can't quit
>just want a break
At least you are not dead
>be me
>only reason I have an hero'd yet with my own guns is that my suicide would be used in anti-gun statistics
>and mom would be sad
Thank you both me and your mom appreciate it
No problem dad.
tell me about it. Why the FRICK does .45LC have to be so damn expensive
>2022.56712
>not reloading straight-walled carts
I don't even shoot enough to reload and I know you're doing it wrong.
*night listening to calm piano jazz with köt fingerfricking an empty magless luger
I like a little brass in my jazz, more of a lounge jazz, but still pretty peak comfy
I would drink whiskey and discuss early 20th century automatic pistols with you anytime
Here you go fren.
You'll be at work tomorrow wage cuck
>wanting to be a feudal serf
>wanting to be property
>thinking youre not property now
Do you even grasp the central banking system and its ramifications. You are a currency generator, nothing more. Youre entire life has been cultivated by them for it. Unplug from the Matrix
Lol the myth of the happy peasant strikes again. They worked the fields 20 hours a week maybe, but you better believe that's not all they did. Remember, it took hours and hours to do menial chores like cook, clean, chop wood for the fire, etc. A flat tax was also not the case in all fiefs, remember you could be dragged into a levy at a moments notice, all of your property confiscated for the war effort, pillaged, or even just straight murdered by the nobility because "lol" at a moments notice. The most a lord might have to do is compensate your lord for the pleasure of killing you. You might own land, you might not, either way you probably won't own it when some imbred duke decides he likes it better. If you lived to see past 30, there's a decent chance you could make it to old age, but life was significantly more dangerous then. Getting the shits was lethal then.
OP here. Currently between jobs. Think it's probably not helping the current situation.
you need to have a space to put your guns that isn't just your night stand so you stop fixating on them
if you have a home defense gun, it should be stowed in a location that is easy to access but is still out of sight
and then you need a fricking hobby. pick up knitting so you can knit your dog a tactical onesie or something
what, did you have a nice day before?